Just something that has to come out

I don't know what was harder

My brother telling me that him and his fiance were pregnant
(we still haven't told them about our infertility)

or

My brother telling us that they had lost the baby and me and J holding our brother while we all cried and he begged for his baby back.

I have never been so raw

The pain was tangible

Now I have to go buy flowers to take to my soon to be sister-in-law who had her d&c today

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